Tuesday, April 8, 2008

BEFORE I WAS A MOM

Dedicated to my beloved one GABY (MARIA GABRIELL ANGELICA)

BEFORE I WAS A MOM

Author Unknown

Before I was a Mom - I made and ate hot meals.

I had unstained clothing.

I had quiet conversations on the phone.


Before I was a Mom - I slept as late as I wanted

and never worried about how late I got into bed.

I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.


Before I was a Mom - I didn't worry whether or not my plants werepoisonous.

I never thought about immunizations.


Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on, wet on, spit on,

chewed on, or pinched by tiny fingers.


Before I was a Mom - I had complete control over my thoughts, my body,

my mind. I slept all night.


Before I was a Mom - I never held down a screaming child so that

doctors could do tests, or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes

and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never

sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.


Before I was a Mom - I never held a sleeping baby just because I

didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million

pieces when I could not stop the hurt. I never knew that something so

small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love

someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.


Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart

outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a

hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a Mother and her child. I

didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.


Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up every ten minutes, in the

middle of the night, to make sure that all was okay. I had never known

the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderfulness, or

the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of

feeling so much, before I was a Mom.

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